the-poisioned-1

The days blur together the night go on forever i feel more and more alone i close my eyes and there you are you are so close but so far i miss you i need you i want you in my dreams we dance in my nightmares your not there when i scream i know im alone when i moan and i toss and turn all i feel is the heart wrenching pain of being alone i need to know that you are here i need to know you want me there are so many things i need to know i dont know if i want to know i fear that you dont feel the way i do i fear that you dont care fore me the way i care for you i hold on to the hope of seeing you i hold tight on to the rope we have

you are my love you are my light you are my soul you hold the key to every part of me that i lost so very long ago you give me the will the fight i have seen your inner most light i can see the hope in you eyes i feel the love in your touch and caress i miss how you hold me close and make me feel whole you are my love you are my light you are my soul you hold the key to every part of me that i lot so very long ago you give me butterflies you make me feel whole when im with you i dont feel alone i feel like i can let you in but i am afraid that if i do i am afraid of what will happen if i do

through the eyes of night I see I feel Your touch Warm Tender Cold Love I want To be safe To be cherished Feel your love Warm my everlasting Chill Free me from the chains Feel your Blackened wings Envelope me My safety net My heart Belongs to Thee

you see my eyes alive with light my eyes are just hollow and empty you hear my laugh and love the sound my laugh is covering up my pain you love to see me smile my smile is fake hiding all my scars you think i am beautiful and happy i am ugly and broken inside my heart is bloodied my heart is bruised my heart is scarred and abused you only see what i want you to see i dont want you to see the broken bloodied and ugly side of me i want you to see the pretty happy fake smile version of me i am dying inside because of all the pain i have been put through i have locked my heart up because i dont deserve to look into those gorgeous eyes

IT is the night of our dinner date and I am tearing through my room as my aunt Ellen comes into the room seeing my clothes strewn all over the room, as I am on the floor messaging Casper. "whats wrong darling?" I look at her with a pouting expression, "I have nothing to wear that is nice enough to wear for my date tonight." Ellen comes to me and tilts my chin up to see my hazel eyes glinting on the verge of tears, "you will look beautiful in anything you wear honey, because you are a gorgeous young woman who has the whole package." I giggle and i get up and i pull on a pair of shorts and a cute tank top, with my gladiator sandals and i grab m

How do i put into words that i care for him How can i tell him i have fallen for him How so I show him how deeply i care for him no words can describe what you have done to my heart no gesture can begin to explain the joyful words of my heart there is more symbolic meaning in one touch from you then 1 million words for every touch tell me what i need to know for every kiss lets me fall even further for every caress means i know you will catch me i know your busy with your work i know you have children of your own i know that i am a small blip on your radar when you text me my eyes light up when you call i get this goofy smile when i see

As memories come and memories go they always stay they never go We can see them there hanging in the air Sadly we can not pull them from thin air We want to relive the old days ever so bad it sometimes changes us and makes us sad we sometimes look back and think but we never realize they are closer then we think Memories come and memories go they always stay and never go we see them hanging in the air sadly we can not pull them from thin air we want to hold them and touch them again but sadly when we do that moment is gone again as we look forward to see the unknown we fear that we will lose what we know memories come and memories go